Going to make a wishlist sort of thing.

Ill make a wishlist to motivate me to get a job/make money/work on stuff for my shop.
omfg...itll have so much stuff on it though... and id probably need multiple lists...specially with my strange style preferences considering I like so many styles.
Bah.
Ill just make it a page here on my Blog so itll be easy to access/edit :s
I think...Yea...then I can put pictures...
And then some of you guys who see my blog can see cool things to wear and maybe get inspired or decide to buy them or things that are similiar yourself :D
Going to get started...

New face wash. Oil Control!

so I got a new face wash ^___^
Neutrogena's Daily Scrub from their "Deep Clean" Line :D
Ive already owned/own 2 other face products from Neutrogena's Deep Clean line and I saw this when I was going to pick up a new bottle after Id run out of face wash at my Fathers.

I have problems with my nose and like t-zone area getting oily/shiny easily so I thought it might be a good idea to try this out. I get really annoyed having to reapply face powder 2-4 times during my day :c So Im hoping this works to control some of my oily-ness :T I like having a face wash with the little scrubbing beads in it because it helps get rid of all my icky old makeup and dead skin. But I also have a non scrub face wash to be able to change things up. Ill make a post/review about it tomorrow on e I get home from school <3 

So Im really hoping this works cuz of my face being annoying XD
It has rice protein in it which is supposed to help soak up oil and control shiny-ness. Ive heard of face powder having rice protein in it before and If I can find one that isnt too expensive I may try that out as well. Or ill switch to the brand my mom uses because upon borrowing it in makeup emergencys before Ive noticed it soaks up a good bit of oil and has good coverage though its just a face powder.
So after a good amount of time using this face wash I will make a review on it and what has happened to my face while using it and such :o
Mind you I use this plus the normal cream face wash at my dads, and then a different face scrub from Neutrogena and the same cream face wash at my moms. To switch things up. Your face can get used to what products you use and then they dont work as well so sometimes it works nicely that im split between my parents 50/50 :)
In the meantime Im going to make a review for both of the other face washes I use!
Annd I have some other posts planned :)
So Love and muffins n .n
Risa Fox

Tumblr's Theme Editor is a Butthole.

Bah. So. Ive been working on my blogs themed for the past like 3 days. Y’know crazy ass complicated tumblr html shit lingo=not fun/not easy/soooo annoying.
So Through a TOOOON of trial and error I figured out most of it. But the site I originally got my theme from, the navigation bar that is provided only holds like 5-6 links .-. and 3 of them are “Home”, “Archive” and “Theme” wich is a load of shit balls for the last one cuz Ive pretty much customized most of the theme myself at this point, and if you follow the link for the theme itll send you to some galaxy looking theme I think, Cuz I changed the background image and added a banner and edited a bunch of other shat. But my big problem is/was besides not being able to add a sidebar for some odd reason(I tried and checked the coding and everything and it just wont work for w/e reason :T) was that because my navigation bar was taken up with the 3 links already set that only gave me 3 that I could make myself. I tried to find where the 3 pre set links were set up in the coding but couldnt find them, not sure why, Im not an expert with html codes or anything but it shouldnt have been that hard to find and fail finding. So im stuck with the 3 preset nav. links and in trying to figure out what to do about the 2 nav links I had left(because for some reason the theme glitches and wont fit all 6 links offered onto the whole bar and sticks one of the links beneath the bar where you cant see it because of the color D:) I have wayyy more links than 2 plus some other stuff. So as a solution I realized earlier today while daydreaming in one of my classes, Im going to make pages and post all my links to one of my pages. I might make an FAQ page or a “Face” page but I havent decided on either yet. 

Annnd my bath water is almost done running so its time for me to go :3 
!!!OH if anyone knows how to get a sidebar into the theme please message me how!!!!! 
So Love and muffins c:
Risa 

White Makeup? WTH? No. =___=

Im Pale. But Im Not Literally White o__o

So 2 members of my family have literally accused me of wearing white makeup now. Like What. The. Fuck? 
And a kid in my health class asked me the other day if I wear white face makeup. 
after the fact my 2 aunts have seperately accused me of wearing white makeup.
I wear normal skin tone makeup. that matches MY skintone. I dont go out and fucking buy white makeup. Not even the translucent shit stores sell. my face powder, foundation and concealer though from different brands are all called “fair”. 
Like my 2 aunts literally accused me of buying white face makeup from like Party City or something.  I BUY MY MAKEUP FROM WALMART OR RITE AID.
IM NATURALLY VERY PALE. 
I literally told them “No this is my skin tone. I know how to match makeup to my skin tone.” And they were like but it doesnt match your neck. and im like LOL my neck is even paler then my face though, whut? 
If I tried to match my makeup to my neck Id end up having to like special order wicked ass pale makeup. 

So annoyed right now.

Gonna take a nap....

Sitting on tumblr eating a spoonful of nutella and drinking milk.
Im pretty tired atm actually :T
Like I want to craft or mod some of my clothes or try out a new hair style but im just so... I wanna take a nap.
I think I will.
"Studies show" that if you take a nap for about 20 minutes you will feel rested enough to get up and not feel tired afterwards, but any longer like 40 minutes to an hour+ and Youll just want to stay asleep.
and honestly Ive done it before and It works I think...
So Im going to go find an online alarm clock XD
I find kukuklok works nicely.
http://kukuklok.com/
Once I wake Ill work on my belt modification ;) And some other stuff :)

100%

~Originally posted on my tumblr~

I did a a school project for the first time in years. Because this year I have to pass every class or I cant graduate. and Im sortof like doubled up and only have like one elective I can take at the end of the year IF I pass all my other classes. 
But yea I did it. and it honestly depressed the fuck out of me. 
reminded me of why I stopped doing school projects. For some reason it gave me anxiety and mood swings and shit and during certain points I wanted to throw things and at other points I wanted to cry or just lay on the carpet in my living room staring at the ceiling. 
I was so frustrated. Trying to concentrate. 
I got it done though.
I got my grading paper thingy back the other day in Health(wich I NEEED to graduate)  and I got a 100% with a little comment that said I did an outstanding job on it .-.
Why does this depress me?
Is it because I was too umotivated all these past years to try? And knowing now I could in fact done it? 
That half the time Ive been too depressed or distracted or forgetful to even attempt to do homework these past years?
Im genuinely trying this year. And Im so stressed I think im losing more hair then I normally do. Though this is the healthiest my hair has been in a while. not that it wasnt healthy before, just I havent used heat styling on my hair as much as in past years. And I dont really have split ends atm. So there is no reason for my hair  to be falling out because of physical health reasons except for stress.
I think im actually making myself sick. physically and mentally. Ive felt sick yet again the past 2 days. and unmotivated to try and look nice at school. and all I want to do is sleep. Yesterday I couldnt close my eyes for a 2 seconds without accidentally falling asleep. That went on the whole day. yet I had gotten my normal amount of sleep the night before.
I just…
I hope the rest of my school year wont end up like this. I cant go on like this. I need to pass. I WANT to graduate on time.
But my moods have been so effed up lately.
I need to talk to my psychologist about this. 
I wont stop trying in school. but .-.
Im so unhappy right now.
Sorry for the depressing post.
This was kindof meant to be way shorter and for my blogger blog…
but oh well. 
If you read this whole thing thanks for caring to even read it~

I just need to vent really badly. 

Makin galaxy shorts? AP SHOP UPDATE

So I might start making galaxy shorts. I made my own pastel galaxy shorts and they turned out awesome in my opinion. So one of my lovely friends from school thinks I should make/sell custom galaxy shorts. 

pics of how they turned out ;*

If you like them and have a tumblr feel free to reblog or like my original post on tumblr about them <3
http://risaisafox.tumblr.com/post/32774045682/risafoxgalaxyshorts

so What Ill do is post these pictures on my storenvy shop Alternative Pudding and then Ill have people order the shorts, and in the "note to seller" thing they have the option of writing in They have to give me their shorts size(so I can buy the shorts) wich leg they want the galaxy to be painted on, Ill make an option thatll let them choose to have me paint just one leg on the front or one leg on the front and one side on the butt pocket area. And then 3 colors to choose from. Cuz whats the fun if you cant choose the colors you want right? I have all the colors of the rainbow in acrylic paints I just need more black i think...
But yes...Ill think up everything I need for them to include.
Itll be the type of order that you have to preorder and then ill ship out on a certain day I think. So all orders made within  like a 2-3 week timeframe will get shipped out on a certain day and then so on and so forth. Cuz I need time after theyve ordered to go and buy/or order their size in black shorts...
and I have to come up with some form of return policy...just in case.

*DEEP BREATHE.

gonna go check my tumblr to see how the post is doing o__o

Im also making galaxy bows soon but theyll just be premade so no big deal. Ive already made the prototype actually.
Then I have some other cute ideas for hair accessories :D But no one can know yet ;3

6 followers OH HO HO HO! Ostrich farm???

LOL I like the number 6.

its a good number right? Yea well I like it... So... Yea XD

So Im glad you're all following my blog ;3 <3

And just for that ill post a picture for you guys... of...

something I saw on tumblr XD

and yea XD
so.
When I restarted my youtube channel I was keeping track on my youtubes about me section how many subscribers I had at what time. So each time I hit a new goal Id put a date next to it....But youtube deleted that section without warning on alll youtube channels. Right after they decided to give all the channels a super boring makover =___=
But ay.
Cant fix it now. Youtube doesnt listen. And I know allot of people were complaining.
So I want to record how many followers I get on tumblr and here on my Blogger Blog :D
Ill record it here.
If youve not yet checked out my tumblr blog you might want to if you are into pastel things and the fashion that is now called "pastel goth" or anything kawaii. I also occasionally blog things that I relate to or if it is Lilo and Stitch related...or avengers related XD those are my weaknesses when it comes to breaking my tumblr blogs unspoken theme.
My tumblr~

pertaining to the picture I posted above.... That I JUST thought of. But somehow didnt think of before the fact I put the picture in...
doesnt have a ton to do with me. BUT
My cousins used to run an ostrich farm. Yes and Ostrich farm.
In central NY. lol right?
Idek how. But. It does seem pretty cool. It was really close to their house. they dont have it anymore. Im not sure what happened. My aunt got a divorce and maybe thats when it ended...
All my cousins on my dads side are either much older than me in their middle to last years of college and/or already have families/babies OR are like... younger than 10...I have allot of cousins.
Thats what happens when your Grandparents have 6 children, all of wich decide to have ze babies ;3


LOL THIS GOT SO OFF TASK WHUT.

But yes ostrich farming. Lots of cousins. NO we are no weres even close to hill billys or hicks.
lol. wont even get into that.


but interesting post? random enough Id say > ,>
lawll X) Ill see you guys next post. Wich should be in like... after I post this...
bai ;)

ps. I got my braces tightened! And I had them put on colored bands instead of white ones this time!

CRAFTY PROJECTS WOOT

So My skeleton Hands came in the mail!!! If youre subscribed to my facebook...wich you should be because youll get more updates and stuff that way... Then you would know I ordered skeleton hands :DD to make skeleton hand hairclips. So im going to make a few for myself and then Im going to give one of the pairs away and then I might sell a pair or 2 that Ill mod.
I cant wait!! I got back to my moms house yesterday after school and was immediately like OHH MAHGURSH.THEY CAME IN DURMAILLL. UNNNF.
And I was going to work on making a few pairs last night but ultimately ended up not getting to it because I started a diff project...I have problems starting and finishing projects and constantly having ideas for new things if you didnt notice. Its great and frustrating at the same time :c
I wont be telling you guys what the project is till im finished with it... sorry guys! <3 I want to see how well it works and then if I like the outcome Ill buy supplies to make some to sell!!! :D So well just call it "THE PROJECT" for now XD
Im about half finished with it :DD

So ima try to keep you guys updated :)
And I am trying to keep my blog active for you all <3

Paranoia. and The House At The End of The Street.

I  know I said I didnt want to copy and paste from facebook but I posted this the other day(saturday LOL sorry guys) And I wanted to post it here but never got around to it :T
Soo...
I watched House At the End of the Street. And it was a really good movie...But its was honestly really ...triggering. 
And I dont mean like self harm triggering. I got past that quite a while ago thank god. But emotionally It was triggering. there were a few scenes where mothers were involved and said mothers were hurt in some way or killed. And Ive been having a ton of trouble lately with paranoia and missing my mother. The movie pretty much gave me an anxiety attack. I started thinking about how my mother was doing at that moment. I worry about her. ALLOT. And parts of me try to convince myself shes fine, but other parts are telling me anything could be happening. And I just dont know because Im with my dad half the time because theyre split up.
And I really feel like I need to see my psychologist lately .-. 

Changes? My concentration sucks :c

so guys. Ive been thinking about this blog allot lately. and I want to post more. I need to post more.
I miss posting. and Im really trying to get better about committing to things.
Like homework. and my youtube.
and its honestly really hard for me. Because I have such a hard time focusing on one thing for longer than 10 minutes. So its not easy for me to get things done if they take longer than 10 minutes.
Its excruciating. Like I wish I could explain to my parents, and my psychologist, and friends, and people who call me lazy... That I try. I used to try really hard. For the longest time. and then last year I just gave up on EVERYTHING. Like If it took a lasting effort to focus on breathing I probably would have given up. Thank god breathing doesnt require my focus or id be dead.
But its extremely frustrating. Wanting to get things done but not actually getting them done.
Its like...
One thing calls out to me calling for my attention. To do something. anything.
And then minutes, even moments later something else grabs my attention and makes me totally forget what I was doing.
and it continues to happen with multiple things throughout the day. never ending.
Why I never get things FINISHED. Why sometimes Ill begin to write something for this blog but Ill get distracted and then not post it because Ive forgotten about it or the circumstances changed about what I was writing about, or id run out of time do work on it or w/e.
My dad calls me Lazy.
People who dont understand call me lazy.
And I mean for somethings I dont have very much motivation. for whatever reason I just dont sometimes. Even if I want to get something done.
I wish I had a cellphone...and that would have internet access. Then I could get an instagram and I could post to my blog waayyy more often. because sometimes I think of things to write about in my classes and they get forgotten about. If I had a cellphone...one with internet access, I could post to this blog so much more.
without having to take tooo much time out of the other things I need to get done.
But Im going to try to post more. So...
I might have Blogger up constantly now.
so if I get the urge to post a status to facebook(wich I tend to make long statuses XD) or if I post to a group im in (wich is always long pretty much) then Ill first write it here and post it here, and THEN ill post it to facebook. If I post to facebook first then copy and paste it here for some reason it turns it into a quote and that looks silly. But if I write and post the other way around it wont do that on facebook so o .o
God.... did I get off on a tangent???
I dont even know. Im literally too focused on getting this done to bother to look back.
and I know whatever I wrote has a point to it. so. So like even my thoughts arent focused for long periods of time.

Gah. I think im done saying what I wanted to say.
maybe.
idek.
Whale this has been an interesting post.

Depressing. School. Shit.

Schools been going for about 2 and a half weeks for me. And now Im starting to get depressed. I was supposed to stay after today but My stomach started hurting and I started getting a headache so my teacher let me go home. And by the time I got onto the bus I was close to tears from being exhausted and depressed. And the other day I was close to tears on the bus too. 
I cant stand not seeing my best friend and all my other graduated friends. I got sick last week for 3 days and at the end of the third day a bunch of my older friends I never get to see went to the movies and though I was invited I couldnt go .-. I wanted to throw things at that point. 
In almost all of my classes I dont feel welcome, And/Or Im the oldest. And Im sick of hearing the immature shit these juniors/sophomores do. All the disrespect they have for teachers. 
I literally had to explain to my dad the other day why I have next to no friends in school and why I didnt want to go to the homecoming football game. Ive only been with my dad 2 days and I already miss my mom to the point of paranoia. 
I really need to talk to my psychologist...

~something I wrote on my facebook~

My pictures are on the internet...in weird places.

Its strange to find out that one of your recent pictures is on a Czech  like page's album for hair styles and it has 130 something likes and you cant understand what the comments say because theyre all commenting in Slovak or something O____O

And not too long ago I found someone who took one of my pictures on tumblr, saved it and blogged it from their own tumblr without giving me credit or sourcing the image =______=
Like seriously people??? If your going to reblog an image you like of someone or someones art, DONT CHANGE THE SOURCE. GIVE THEM CREDIT. JEEEEEZ.
not long after I saw a picture of anywigwilldo's, or PastelAi as she is known on youtube, and someone did the same thing! They didnt give her credit where credit was due.


I dont mind being featured on like pages, but these past two times ive found out about the pages using my images, within the past 48 hrs. Ive found out because facebook friends or subscribers found it first and tagged me in it. The first like page gave me credit but werent able to tag my name for some reason :T

Where are they even finding my pictures??? Like How?? I cant imagine being able to search blue hair or something and being able to find my pictures. Its not likely that I show up. I know I can be found as Risa Fox, But if people are finding me as Risa Fox Then surely they can atleast give me credit. Like come on guys its not that hard..

I know I should post more :s

yea yea I know. Ive been a bad Risa...
This Is why I didnt promise last time that I would or wouldnt be able to post :o
Ive been UBER busy. With School and summer and modeling and my shop and my youtube and my tumblr.
And GAH XD
And Im also moving soon!!!

And I was sick for like 3 days this past week XD

Ive only got like 4 followers on this blog :T
So lately ive been focusing more of my time towards my tumblr.
or now tumblrs
because I made a new blog on tumblr.
And its a....
*drum roll*
Blood/Gore related Blog!
lol yea.
Mostly blood related but y'know.
Im not just going to be posting stupid pictures of zombies and shit =__________=
Anyone can do that.
I actually want to find artistic images related to blood or wounds. and bloody noses.
So heres a link if you want to check it out CoagulatedSouls
like the name??? :3
I do XD
It came to me in like an instant of trying to think up names to O ,O
and I thought it was very fitting.
So :3
Also if youre looking for a mostly pastel fashion related blog I post allot of "Pastel Goth" and creepy cute pastel things on my usual tumbr risaisafox. I dont JUST post/reblog that sort of stuff on it though so :o I also reblog occasional Avengers fanart/humor, or Lilo and Stitch stuff or funny things or things I just relate to.
I feel like a persons blog(whether it be a"real" blog or a tumblr blog) really says allot about them as a person. and my main blog probably is like looking into my head XD



sooo yea. Thats whats going on lately. my hairs now Teal And Blue half and half if you couldnt tell by the screenshot of the video up there XDDD
Im super happy with it :)

Hope you all are having a splendid time with your lives.
I should try to post more o_____o
WHALE.
LOVE YOU GUYS <3
-Risa Fox ;3

IT. IS SO CUTE. AND SMART.

Im posting this here to make up for not posting enough.
Its ....
Its just.
GAHHHH XD
Im sitting here for like 5 minutes just watching each little detail of this cute little creature being so smart Q__Q
SO SMART.
I JUST WANT TO HUG HIM. or her. Could be a her.
ya never know. XD

The link to the adorableness found on tumblr Q uQ  Its jsut sooo OMFG \(T uT); /
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9ig2wRdTP1qdlh1io1_400.gif

Creepers and platforms and shoes OH MY.

Looking for a nice pair of back to school shoes preferably creepers at this point.
Im in desperate need of shoes with my current green summer shoes not fit for cold winter weather, also with a hole in them PX
And my Osiris are making my feet hurt now because ive worn the soles down. My arches are very high so I really need support :s
Hopefully the parentals will agree to getting me creepers, Luckily the ones ive found are half the price of my Osiris ^__^ so with money being tight they might agree to getting me these instead of new osiris c:
SO! Ive been on the hunt tonight!


If you dont know what creepers are take a look at these pretty purple ones :D

They tend to have platforms on the bottoms. Not all but most do.
My favorite creepers do XD

For my first creepers im thinking about going with a white pair first.
White with black checkers...
Like these

Theyre only $45 :D from Double Decker..
A japanese shoe site Ive had my eye on for literally the past 4 years XD

Because im all mature and sensible when it comes to money ill get the white pair first if I can because they are easiest to pair with outfits.
Then ill get a mint or lavender pair or both eventually. they wont be the same style as the white exactly though because Double Decker doesnt carry these in either mint or lavender :c sadly.
Atm mint is my favorite color basically...and then lavender. Wich is coincidentally my mums favorite colors as well sept she loves all greens...though I do too XD NATURES COLOR <3

So thats what Ive been up to tonight :)

I might be blogging more fashion type stuffs :D
and Im going to do a review on my circle lenses I recently got \(@ u@)/

more creepers :D



Theyre soo cute > u<

lol im silly O uO

so long for now!
~Risa Fox

spreadshirt? HURM. storenvy shop Alternative Pudding

so Im going to be using spreadshirt to host my tshirt designs... and ill see how that goes for a while... I hope I can keep my designs similiar to the ones I currently have :T we shall see!

my shop Alternative Pudding has been up on Storenvy now for quite a while. its been kindof quiet the past month or 2 plus I havent really updated the shop at all or really promoted it. So im not expecting many customers XD but itd be ice to get a few...but I understand why I havent had any customers *shrugs
I took a break from so much after some stuff happened in late may :T But im working on stuff now. I figured out a far better way to make bows and Im in love with how they look !! <3 Ill post pics tomorrow maybe :D
Not now because im not showered and its actually 1:14 am XD so I look like poo.
Ive recommended so many friends and acquaintances to use Storenvy. its just such an awesome host site! I like it so much better than etsy, and everyone ive recommended it to has gone to it and their shops look boss now :D
Si I really recommend Storenvy to anyone who is starting a shop out :)
WHALE. Im off to work on some tees on spreadshirt!

Peace and pudding,
~Risa Fox <3

WOW IVE BEEN GONE...new stuff :D

Awe poo I havent posted in a while D: Meow :cc I took a break from my youtube as well actually but leaving my blog on hold wasnt planned really... SORRY GUYS<3 I wont say im going to try and post more because that never works out XD so instead of jinx it ill just write about whats happened so far o ,osooo since my LAST post my hair colors had changed twice...

Blue and red ^^ 

then...

Blue and teal, then later when I redyed it I left a section of it the faded bit the seafoam green minty ish color you see in the second pic. so its was 2 shades of blue and now its 3 shades :D lol c:

I got a new webcam!!
So now all my makeup tutorials and how-tos on my youtube channel will be in HD ;D
Sweeet right? I think so O 3O

I also got braces XD
But only on my top teeth P:
Cuz if I get ones on my bottom, because my over bite is so bad Id bite 'em off XD

I got some new clothing, colored contacts, some jewelry and acessories :D
And I won a giveaway! From Good morning lovely's blog
Its a super cute mirror and ill post pics of it soon :3
Im doing an unpackaging video for it soon :3
So with all this^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
lol, Im going to be doing a collective haul video :)

I changed my age on facebook so now people can subscribe to me there instead of adding me.
Im about to hit friend limit and I want to have space for people I know in person or people I meet through groups and stuff :o Y'know?
So now you can subscribe to me :D by subscribing you can still send me messages and comment on pics and see my statuses and stuurf :) My facebook

I also have some modeling stuff and promoter/endorser stuff happening/coming up...

Ifigured out a new way to make bows for my shop and they look waaayy better <3
So I made a galaxy bow for myself and some others that im going to put up on my shop soooon.

I think thats about it o ,o ....
I luffles you guys <3

Peace and pudding,
~Risa Fox <3

NEW TEE SHIRT DESIGNS!! Check em out ;DD

^^^^ALSO IN MENS SIZES^^^^

Link to Shirts!! 

<There is a light blue version of this V-neck

I Personally designed all of these shirts!
-Risa Fox <3

Im going somewhere someday. FTW.

So. I will be completely honest. I most likely will not pass my junior year. Im almost definitely going to have to repeat this grade.
The chanes of me making it out of highschool with a diploma are 50/50. depending if I double up next year. Because eventually I might end up dropping out. GED. Wich.. Wasnt what Ive ever planned for. But I have options. I can go to community college. Wich I am perfectly fine with. Some of the most powerful people didnt go to college or get their diplomas. Im going somewhere with art. Wich I most definitely have options with. I can draw/paint. I can sew. Considerably well, though I dont have all that much experience. I know how to use photoshop and video editing programs. And I can do graphic design. I know how to make a large assortment of accessories, jewelry and synthetic dreads. I can do both hair and makeup. Modeling is something I obviously want to pursue. And I know how to use the internet to my advantage in many ways. All the things I want to do dont require some rich bitch college. Maybe a few business/management courses. And im already trying to create my own online business. Except the main thing I want to do in life, im absolutely certain of... is to go to japan and study art, fashion and language(obviously).
No one can tell me I dont have plans. Ive had my shit figured out since 9th grade practically. My options have grown larger in the past year. And im still learning. Literally the only USEFUL things ive learned in school are how to use a sewing machine, cook, how to make certain types of jewelery, and photoshop. Ive grown on my own outside of school. Oh and maybe how to read and write but that shits  elementary.
Im never going to use Trig. Im not going to be an accountant or someone who uses complex math. except for calculating business costs and such.
English is basic. Ive learned more vocab from books then from classes.
Science. I actually love. And environmental Science is my absolute favorite  science course EVER.
History. Is history. and is taught so that we dont make the same mistakes our ancestors made. Its helpful in its own way.
People can argue with me on this. Idgaf.
Im going somewhere and it wont be a desk job.

Cute things make me happy :3

NYAA!!  LOOK AT ALL THESE CUTE THINGS! 

An octopus from deviant art(I dont remember and cant find who made it :'c But if you made this just comment below and ill give you credit!!)

The rest of these are from tumblr I do believe :o

  

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New pictures of me. Not that it matters all that much.

My hair is still blue and red. If you werent aware of its blue and redness then perhaps you should add me on facebook or subscribe to me on youtube. lol but the chances of it being that important are slim.
Took some pictures of my hair night before last. Webcam. My camera has been annoying me lately. I want a new camera. but the one I want is about $700. So I dont think ill be buying that anytime soon = .=
And I stil need a job. BLEH. Ive over thought getting a job(as I do with most everything) and now im afraid to get one. *Claps angrily, Nice job Marissa, ruining getting a job now too. *Sighh.
Oh yea the pictures XD 'Ere you go :)
The damn webcam makes me look pink towards the bottom.

 

Messed up = .=

Why is it that its okay for black kids that have never lived a day in the city to talk ghetto but its not okay for a white girl like me who has lived in the city, my neighbor got shot and robbed, and theres been gang fights on our front lawn ... yea....

All My New Pokemon Cards ;o

Video Link ;o

I GOT NEW POKEMON CARDS :DDDD

OHHH I got Pokemon cards today!! For the first time in forever :DDD  I havent been to target with money in a looooong while and today I had like $5 dollars on me from lunch money I had misplaced and forgot to spend and some random change around my room. SO POKEMON CARDS. OMFG IM IN SUSPENSE WAITING TO OPEN THEM <3 <3
My dad was like " Why did you get pokemon cards you dont even like do anything with pokemon or have anything pokemon" And I was all like " BRO SERIOUSLY YOU WANT TO GO THERE?" I have a Prinplup Plush doll that ive had in a few of my videos XD Ive got a Mew figurine, ive got 2 pokemon tins  ive got pokemon damage counters, 2 pokemon battle mats, pokemon guide books from diamond and pearl, I had Diamond for DS but it freaking broke and got lost like 2 years ago. I have a pikachu themed bathing suit and shorts, a pikachu shirt, a pikachu backpack, Ive made a pikachu hat, I have 300 something cards and I used to battle my brother and my best friend alex "back in the day:" Ive got Pokemon Snap for Nintendo 64 and ive borrowed my friend tylers gameboy advance and ive been playing Leaf Green on it for the past 2-3 weeks. Until it ran out of battery a week ago and we got new batteries for it today. I WAS SO HAPPY. XD
omfg
 







The nerdiness...its too much. Im sure ive scared you all away D:
LOL
Love you all!!
- Risa Fox O 3O

ps. ive got multiple folders of pokemon pictures on my laptop > ,> mostly of the beloved eeveelutions XD

Happy Easter guys :) And some random stuff XD

Happy Easter Guys :D
Technically Easter was 2 days ago. wow break is going by fast O_O
Yikes.
Soon ill have summer break. Thats a scary thought as well.
Ive been trying to do so much lately. And Im just bouncing around trying to get things done. Its kindof chaotic in my brain.
Ive beening working on Alternative Pudding trying to get more of my merchandise up on the shop page. I have to learn how to work paypal so that customers can pay through paypal if need be. or ill end up making an etsy. Wich as it turns out is annoying. It costs 0.20 cents per item per post. YIKES. But luckily my dad gave me money for easter and I have enough for a bunch of listing :D  So i might just look into doing the etsy listing thing.
As well as working on the AP shop page ive been looking into making tees through district lines because people can pay through paypal and district lines will make the tees and ship them out for me. All I have to do is come up with designs. Ill get 15% of the profits...So I might try and get m youtube channel approved for the better account thinger. If I had my old channel back... darn it. I have to stop thinking liek that because there is no way ill get my old channel back. Though I can get my old subscriber count back its going to take a while.
So ive been working on design Ideas. Luckily I had some already drawn up, im just reworking them in photoshop and digitizing them to make them priiiitty :33  im THIIISSS [] close to having the first one done. Im going to make a video for my youtube after this and work on the design some and then work on the  lolita dress on my sewing machine :)
*SIGH
And I need to make more merch for the site shop. but I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to get the designs on district lines so that they can make them as tees so that I can have some tee shirts for my shop selling from district lines.
Other craziness has been going on in my more personal life. relationship wise.. and paranormal-y wise.
ghosties and shat.
But you guys probably dont want to hear about that do you XD.
...
Im going to post again on a different topic XD

Too many styles for one mind and one budget :'c

Post of mine from yesterday on Facebook~
My style obsessions constantly change. Wich for me is problematic. and sortof depressing. I don't have a job or a real source of money. So I cannot get anything so that I can dress in all the styles I would like too. 
Literally my style obsession is different every week or even day to day, but alternates between a bunch. cyber/industrial, lolita, fairy kei, decora, goth lolita, kandi kid, handmade stuff that I make with allot of range, what some people consider "scene" or "hardcore" = .= w/e you want to classify it, then this style im basing completely off fantasy and things I think fairies or elves would wear that I have no real name for except the goal is to look like a fairy or elf, some sort of earthy bohemian ish lolita style...im not sure if thats something...and others I cant remember.
Its driving me crazy.
Without a job im ready to start slamming my head into walls thinking about all of them at once and not being able to do anything.
If I were to make a "I want this stuff" or "Wishlist" album I would have to make a bunch of albums just to keep every style organized.
And then of course if you dress too "out there" or crazy at school ignorant people dont talk to you or judge you.
not that I mind that as much but jeezus. People should grow up.

Im unhappy.
Gah.

I want a new fox tail. Mmm Fair kei * .*

Hoping to save up enough money to buy 2 new tails this next state fair. I realize I have allot of time... Im just. Nyaaa. over thinking again. as usual =~= 

*older pictures of me with my old tails First black one is broken in 2 places now aand the second newer one that looks like a coon tail slightly but is a fox tail was stolen...Great right? >:T *sad face :'c

I just found my new favorite fairy kei/lolita-esque tumblr blog. (/^ o^)/
http://kowareta-doll.tumblr.com/ ...
And im now following her blog too :3 lol X3

http://kowaretadoll.blogspot.com/

I also found a picture post that featured princesse pudding.                                    ^^^
Wich was amusing to me ..shes so gorgeous * o*...she reminds me of... cyber, fairy kei and sweet lolita all at once...part of the reason the post amused me.. I dont think you can classify her really. I used to be subscribed to her youtube before my old channel was deleted *goes and looks for her channel again* XD

Mmm absence = .=

I havent been on in a while. Ive been in a ..mental and sortof physical rut due to some current things going on... mostly school related. and then this paranoia that keeps bugging me but im have no real answer why.
Sorry for my absence ..but I cant really guarantee i will be on again tomorrow or the next day. But I guess thats why I have facebook. I will try to post more. But I may and probably will be taking a week long break from everything on the internet EXCEPT youtube. Because youtube.. it different from facebook and every other social network.. y'know?
If you want to see more from me add me or subscribe to me on facebook. There should be a link somewhere around here.. but if not Facebook Link Mams and Sirs.
Nyaaa I have to work on editing a bunch of videos for my yotuube. part of the reason im not leaving youtube. and part why I AM leaving facebook and other stuff. I need to get some stuff done and just focus myself. But im waiting till I update all the sites im sitemodeling for. lol... people judge so much for that...but ill maybe make that a story for a different time.
If this is your first time on my blog or ever seeing my "name" "Risa Fox" on the internet... well then check my other posts out, and some of the other social networks im on.
Love and coffee,
-Risa Fox

Bootay grabbin ;D

Playing booty grab on gaia :3 Make quick gold O 3O
Ohh how I missed gaia XD

Dollar Derps

Ask yourself why I posted this. Im sure youll find the answer by yourself XD

I have feet :]

I have feet too lil fella ;)
I just think this is SO adorable O 3O
ive been trying to convince my dad to get me a snake or bearded dragon and the problem isnt that he said no ore anything..cuz he said sure, its just he keeps forgetting :c

Pedo-Fox and baby deliciousness >;D

I just felt this needed to be posted XDD Inside joke between me and my friends because " I eat children"
Im the local Pedo-Fox >;]

Ariel Tumblr look-a-like...*facepalm

I just needed you guys to see the insanity. Found this image on my tumblr = .=
I am NOT Ariel. Ariel is NOT me.

 

And your probably sitting there going "well your pictures is opposite" but in reality I took that picture with my webcam and my webcam flipped it so it actually matches the stupid Ariel someone did.
Sortof an Fml moment. *sigh

Furfag? NAH

Mmmmmm. I wear a fox tail... LOL But im not a furry! >:S

Dear Stupid Fucking Youtube

Dear fucking stupid ass youtube,
Why the fuck did you change the channel design you stupid pieces of shit. I personally want to go to your houses and rip off your arms. It looks like shit. And supposedly I cant make my description longer than 1000 characters, there is no fucking way that the description I just wrote is longer than 1000 characters. Are you fucking slow? So full of shit I want to bomb you right now. 
But no. Because im so fucking fed up at the moment im going to go take a nap. because you dumb ass fucks exhaust me and annoy me. Stop fucking changing shit people dont want changed.  Same with google. Do you have an idea how much my mother hates google right now because they change shit everyother day? Did you know that google wouldnt allow you to make an email with them for a whileunless you had a cellphone to verify your account? Yea people like me who dont have a cellhone get pissed off by this. 
End of rant.
Sincerely and slightly violently
-Risa Fox

Love Is Such An Empty Word

Personally I think/see that any couple in a relationship that starts saying "I love you" within the first couple of weeks or even months for that matter, will just break up. 
Seriously, Come on now. You might think you love each other now, but just wait, that spark you feel is going to go away sooner or later, sooner than you think. And then you'll both get bored. And theres a 50% chance that it will end badly and you'll probably hate each other. Murphy's law. 
Lol Im just speaking the truth. 
The word love has become such an empty word with teenagers. Overused and abused. Smh.

Society; Selfish, conceited, apathetic. Our future looks to be doomed.

The problem with people in society today is that about 1/4 of all people are selfish and conceited. They think their word is the only word that is true. Or they are so gullible that they believe everything they see and hear. They think that if they search some shit on the web, that it makes them "All knowing". On the chance that said things are true, even if they are horrific, they wont do anything to stop it. They wont take 5 minutes out of their whole fucking life that must be SOO busy that they cant do any thing at all to help another living creature, merely because they are to self righteous, conceited, and apathetic. Does society today have no shame? No love? The ability to only care for themselves and the immediate people around them? People like this make me sad and horrified. Our future is doomed.

Skeptics of Kony 2012 watch this.

Courtesy of my friend Thomas. :)

KONY 2012

Watch this whole video. I mean it.
This is not useless spam.
This is not a pointless video thats become viral.
This is a movie made to make a change that involves children and violence.
Watch this and help spread awareness.
<3

Spread this link. Its as easy as copy and paste. http://youtu.be/Y4MnpzG5Sqc
Share on your blog, facebook, tumblr, myyearbook whatever social networking/sharing sites you use.

Love

- Risa Fox 

You are not different. Im sure Ive angered you by saying this so keep reading :o

I just posted this to my facebook but I thought Id post it here as well...
I dont like people who think they are "Different" or "more Unique" then everyone else. Are you that oblivious that you cant see %50 of other girls your age saying those same exact things and wearing clothes and accessories in the same exact styles as you? You can believe your unique and what not, but if your ignorant, trying wont do you any good. The only thing that makes you unique in this day in age is your generic makeup. Unless you EXTREMELY *underline* lucky. So good luck with getting me to believe your "different".
Oh btw im in a really bitch mood. Complain about it Idek. Im just being real. If you cant face reality you wont get anywhere in life. *shrugs
Not saying you cant have an imagination because without that you'll also get no where...least not if your trying to get into the art world.
Mmm. Moral of this rant being...Be yourself, and love yourself. But dont be cocky, be confident. Dont try to get others to believe your something, If you have to prove yourself to others they dont really love you.
Im done.