Too many styles for one mind and one budget :'c

Post of mine from yesterday on Facebook~
My style obsessions constantly change. Wich for me is problematic. and sortof depressing. I don't have a job or a real source of money. So I cannot get anything so that I can dress in all the styles I would like too. 
Literally my style obsession is different every week or even day to day, but alternates between a bunch. cyber/industrial, lolita, fairy kei, decora, goth lolita, kandi kid, handmade stuff that I make with allot of range, what some people consider "scene" or "hardcore" = .= w/e you want to classify it, then this style im basing completely off fantasy and things I think fairies or elves would wear that I have no real name for except the goal is to look like a fairy or elf, some sort of earthy bohemian ish lolita style...im not sure if thats something...and others I cant remember.
Its driving me crazy.
Without a job im ready to start slamming my head into walls thinking about all of them at once and not being able to do anything.
If I were to make a "I want this stuff" or "Wishlist" album I would have to make a bunch of albums just to keep every style organized.
And then of course if you dress too "out there" or crazy at school ignorant people dont talk to you or judge you.
not that I mind that as much but jeezus. People should grow up.

Im unhappy.
Gah.