Paranoia. and The House At The End of The Street.

I  know I said I didnt want to copy and paste from facebook but I posted this the other day(saturday LOL sorry guys) And I wanted to post it here but never got around to it :T
Soo...
I watched House At the End of the Street. And it was a really good movie...But its was honestly really ...triggering. 
And I dont mean like self harm triggering. I got past that quite a while ago thank god. But emotionally It was triggering. there were a few scenes where mothers were involved and said mothers were hurt in some way or killed. And Ive been having a ton of trouble lately with paranoia and missing my mother. The movie pretty much gave me an anxiety attack. I started thinking about how my mother was doing at that moment. I worry about her. ALLOT. And parts of me try to convince myself shes fine, but other parts are telling me anything could be happening. And I just dont know because Im with my dad half the time because theyre split up.
And I really feel like I need to see my psychologist lately .-.