Schools been going for about 2 and a half weeks for me. And now Im starting to get depressed. I was supposed to stay after today but My stomach started hurting and I started getting a headache so my teacher let me go home. And by the time I got onto the bus I was close to tears from being exhausted and depressed. And the other day I was close to tears on the bus too.
I cant stand not seeing my best friend and all my other graduated friends. I got sick last week for 3 days and at the end of the third day a bunch of my older friends I never get to see went to the movies and though I was invited I couldnt go .-. I wanted to throw things at that point.
In almost all of my classes I dont feel welcome, And/Or Im the oldest. And Im sick of hearing the immature shit these juniors/sophomores do. All the disrespect they have for teachers.
I literally had to explain to my dad the other day why I have next to no friends in school and why I didnt want to go to the homecoming football game. Ive only been with my dad 2 days and I already miss my mom to the point of paranoia.
I really need to talk to my psychologist...
~something I wrote on my facebook~
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