Too many styles for one mind and one budget :'c

Post of mine from yesterday on Facebook~
My style obsessions constantly change. Wich for me is problematic. and sortof depressing. I don't have a job or a real source of money. So I cannot get anything so that I can dress in all the styles I would like too. 
Literally my style obsession is different every week or even day to day, but alternates between a bunch. cyber/industrial, lolita, fairy kei, decora, goth lolita, kandi kid, handmade stuff that I make with allot of range, what some people consider "scene" or "hardcore" = .= w/e you want to classify it, then this style im basing completely off fantasy and things I think fairies or elves would wear that I have no real name for except the goal is to look like a fairy or elf, some sort of earthy bohemian ish lolita style...im not sure if thats something...and others I cant remember.
Its driving me crazy.
Without a job im ready to start slamming my head into walls thinking about all of them at once and not being able to do anything.
If I were to make a "I want this stuff" or "Wishlist" album I would have to make a bunch of albums just to keep every style organized.
And then of course if you dress too "out there" or crazy at school ignorant people dont talk to you or judge you.
not that I mind that as much but jeezus. People should grow up.

Im unhappy.
Gah.

I want a new fox tail. Mmm Fair kei * .*

Hoping to save up enough money to buy 2 new tails this next state fair. I realize I have allot of time... Im just. Nyaaa. over thinking again. as usual =~= 

*older pictures of me with my old tails First black one is broken in 2 places now aand the second newer one that looks like a coon tail slightly but is a fox tail was stolen...Great right? >:T *sad face :'c

I just found my new favorite fairy kei/lolita-esque tumblr blog. (/^ o^)/
http://kowareta-doll.tumblr.com/ ...
And im now following her blog too :3 lol X3

http://kowaretadoll.blogspot.com/

I also found a picture post that featured princesse pudding.                                    ^^^
Wich was amusing to me ..shes so gorgeous * o*...she reminds me of... cyber, fairy kei and sweet lolita all at once...part of the reason the post amused me.. I dont think you can classify her really. I used to be subscribed to her youtube before my old channel was deleted *goes and looks for her channel again* XD

Mmm absence = .=

I havent been on in a while. Ive been in a ..mental and sortof physical rut due to some current things going on... mostly school related. and then this paranoia that keeps bugging me but im have no real answer why.
Sorry for my absence ..but I cant really guarantee i will be on again tomorrow or the next day. But I guess thats why I have facebook. I will try to post more. But I may and probably will be taking a week long break from everything on the internet EXCEPT youtube. Because youtube.. it different from facebook and every other social network.. y'know?
If you want to see more from me add me or subscribe to me on facebook. There should be a link somewhere around here.. but if not Facebook Link Mams and Sirs.
Nyaaa I have to work on editing a bunch of videos for my yotuube. part of the reason im not leaving youtube. and part why I AM leaving facebook and other stuff. I need to get some stuff done and just focus myself. But im waiting till I update all the sites im sitemodeling for. lol... people judge so much for that...but ill maybe make that a story for a different time.
If this is your first time on my blog or ever seeing my "name" "Risa Fox" on the internet... well then check my other posts out, and some of the other social networks im on.
Love and coffee,
-Risa Fox

Bootay grabbin ;D

Playing booty grab on gaia :3 Make quick gold O 3O
Ohh how I missed gaia XD

Dollar Derps

Ask yourself why I posted this. Im sure youll find the answer by yourself XD

I have feet :]

I have feet too lil fella ;)
I just think this is SO adorable O 3O
ive been trying to convince my dad to get me a snake or bearded dragon and the problem isnt that he said no ore anything..cuz he said sure, its just he keeps forgetting :c

Pedo-Fox and baby deliciousness >;D

I just felt this needed to be posted XDD Inside joke between me and my friends because " I eat children"
Im the local Pedo-Fox >;]

Ariel Tumblr look-a-like...*facepalm

I just needed you guys to see the insanity. Found this image on my tumblr = .=
I am NOT Ariel. Ariel is NOT me.

 

And your probably sitting there going "well your pictures is opposite" but in reality I took that picture with my webcam and my webcam flipped it so it actually matches the stupid Ariel someone did.
Sortof an Fml moment. *sigh

Furfag? NAH

Mmmmmm. I wear a fox tail... LOL But im not a furry! >:S

Dear Stupid Fucking Youtube

Dear fucking stupid ass youtube,
Why the fuck did you change the channel design you stupid pieces of shit. I personally want to go to your houses and rip off your arms. It looks like shit. And supposedly I cant make my description longer than 1000 characters, there is no fucking way that the description I just wrote is longer than 1000 characters. Are you fucking slow? So full of shit I want to bomb you right now. 
But no. Because im so fucking fed up at the moment im going to go take a nap. because you dumb ass fucks exhaust me and annoy me. Stop fucking changing shit people dont want changed.  Same with google. Do you have an idea how much my mother hates google right now because they change shit everyother day? Did you know that google wouldnt allow you to make an email with them for a whileunless you had a cellphone to verify your account? Yea people like me who dont have a cellhone get pissed off by this. 
End of rant.
Sincerely and slightly violently
-Risa Fox

Love Is Such An Empty Word

Personally I think/see that any couple in a relationship that starts saying "I love you" within the first couple of weeks or even months for that matter, will just break up. 
Seriously, Come on now. You might think you love each other now, but just wait, that spark you feel is going to go away sooner or later, sooner than you think. And then you'll both get bored. And theres a 50% chance that it will end badly and you'll probably hate each other. Murphy's law. 
Lol Im just speaking the truth. 
The word love has become such an empty word with teenagers. Overused and abused. Smh.

Society; Selfish, conceited, apathetic. Our future looks to be doomed.

The problem with people in society today is that about 1/4 of all people are selfish and conceited. They think their word is the only word that is true. Or they are so gullible that they believe everything they see and hear. They think that if they search some shit on the web, that it makes them "All knowing". On the chance that said things are true, even if they are horrific, they wont do anything to stop it. They wont take 5 minutes out of their whole fucking life that must be SOO busy that they cant do any thing at all to help another living creature, merely because they are to self righteous, conceited, and apathetic. Does society today have no shame? No love? The ability to only care for themselves and the immediate people around them? People like this make me sad and horrified. Our future is doomed.

Skeptics of Kony 2012 watch this.

Courtesy of my friend Thomas. :)

KONY 2012

Watch this whole video. I mean it.
This is not useless spam.
This is not a pointless video thats become viral.
This is a movie made to make a change that involves children and violence.
Watch this and help spread awareness.
<3

Spread this link. Its as easy as copy and paste. http://youtu.be/Y4MnpzG5Sqc
Share on your blog, facebook, tumblr, myyearbook whatever social networking/sharing sites you use.

Love

- Risa Fox 

You are not different. Im sure Ive angered you by saying this so keep reading :o

I just posted this to my facebook but I thought Id post it here as well...
I dont like people who think they are "Different" or "more Unique" then everyone else. Are you that oblivious that you cant see %50 of other girls your age saying those same exact things and wearing clothes and accessories in the same exact styles as you? You can believe your unique and what not, but if your ignorant, trying wont do you any good. The only thing that makes you unique in this day in age is your generic makeup. Unless you EXTREMELY *underline* lucky. So good luck with getting me to believe your "different".
Oh btw im in a really bitch mood. Complain about it Idek. Im just being real. If you cant face reality you wont get anywhere in life. *shrugs
Not saying you cant have an imagination because without that you'll also get no where...least not if your trying to get into the art world.
Mmm. Moral of this rant being...Be yourself, and love yourself. But dont be cocky, be confident. Dont try to get others to believe your something, If you have to prove yourself to others they dont really love you.
Im done.

What the shat is going on? BAH

Yea just what the title says. BAH.
but... in the meantime of my absense Ive opened up my online shops page and will be taking orders soon :D
 AlternativePudding Shop Page << check it out ill be adding more veryy soooon :3
Im thinking about starting a new blog...or maybe Ill just add on to this one. probably the latter. But either way itll be for fashion "DIY"s, trends, "Outfit of the day"s, And then Hair Tutorials and Advice on hair and hair coloring/bleaching. ...Yea I might just add them as "Pages" on this blog but I gotta figure out how to individually post to those pages :T
Im drinking a cappuccino from Byrne Daiy right now... Is Byrne Dairy just in my area??? I have no idea.
*cracks back
All the twisters/tornadoes going on lately make me really sad. I live in NewYork and im not physically effected by it but I care allot about other people. So im thinking about making some shirts and maybe some shorts to raise some money to donate to the Red Cross. Im about to work on the designs. Shall see what comes of this.
Im going to talk to my mum tonight about making a weekly shipping day for me to ship out to customers and to 2 of the contestants that won the prizes :) Then I can start taking orders from people and shipping things out and sturf C:
Mmmmmm I cant wait c;
Oh and im Most probably likely going to do a side undercut on the left side of my head Yuuuh X3
Just going to ask my dad what he thinks bout it...but ill probably do it anyways > ,> roflmfao
Hurm. yeaa...thats about it for up type dates XD
Im really tired...all the sudden. Havent been feeling very good lately :S but ehh oh well XD

Love and delicious children
-Risa Fox <3

long time no see :S ill post tomorrow but for the time being...

ACK I havent posted anything in a while D: Im sorry :'S
BUT to fill any of your moments that you dont have anything better to do than breathe heres something to perhaps entertain you atleasst for a moment :)

I promise ill post some stuff tomorrow :D