Makin galaxy shorts? AP SHOP UPDATE

So I might start making galaxy shorts. I made my own pastel galaxy shorts and they turned out awesome in my opinion. So one of my lovely friends from school thinks I should make/sell custom galaxy shorts. 

pics of how they turned out ;*

If you like them and have a tumblr feel free to reblog or like my original post on tumblr about them <3
http://risaisafox.tumblr.com/post/32774045682/risafoxgalaxyshorts

so What Ill do is post these pictures on my storenvy shop Alternative Pudding and then Ill have people order the shorts, and in the "note to seller" thing they have the option of writing in They have to give me their shorts size(so I can buy the shorts) wich leg they want the galaxy to be painted on, Ill make an option thatll let them choose to have me paint just one leg on the front or one leg on the front and one side on the butt pocket area. And then 3 colors to choose from. Cuz whats the fun if you cant choose the colors you want right? I have all the colors of the rainbow in acrylic paints I just need more black i think...
But yes...Ill think up everything I need for them to include.
Itll be the type of order that you have to preorder and then ill ship out on a certain day I think. So all orders made within  like a 2-3 week timeframe will get shipped out on a certain day and then so on and so forth. Cuz I need time after theyve ordered to go and buy/or order their size in black shorts...
and I have to come up with some form of return policy...just in case.

*DEEP BREATHE.

gonna go check my tumblr to see how the post is doing o__o

Im also making galaxy bows soon but theyll just be premade so no big deal. Ive already made the prototype actually.
Then I have some other cute ideas for hair accessories :D But no one can know yet ;3

6 followers OH HO HO HO! Ostrich farm???

LOL I like the number 6.

its a good number right? Yea well I like it... So... Yea XD

So Im glad you're all following my blog ;3 <3

And just for that ill post a picture for you guys... of...

something I saw on tumblr XD

and yea XD
so.
When I restarted my youtube channel I was keeping track on my youtubes about me section how many subscribers I had at what time. So each time I hit a new goal Id put a date next to it....But youtube deleted that section without warning on alll youtube channels. Right after they decided to give all the channels a super boring makover =___=
But ay.
Cant fix it now. Youtube doesnt listen. And I know allot of people were complaining.
So I want to record how many followers I get on tumblr and here on my Blogger Blog :D
Ill record it here.
If youve not yet checked out my tumblr blog you might want to if you are into pastel things and the fashion that is now called "pastel goth" or anything kawaii. I also occasionally blog things that I relate to or if it is Lilo and Stitch related...or avengers related XD those are my weaknesses when it comes to breaking my tumblr blogs unspoken theme.
My tumblr~

pertaining to the picture I posted above.... That I JUST thought of. But somehow didnt think of before the fact I put the picture in...
doesnt have a ton to do with me. BUT
My cousins used to run an ostrich farm. Yes and Ostrich farm.
In central NY. lol right?
Idek how. But. It does seem pretty cool. It was really close to their house. they dont have it anymore. Im not sure what happened. My aunt got a divorce and maybe thats when it ended...
All my cousins on my dads side are either much older than me in their middle to last years of college and/or already have families/babies OR are like... younger than 10...I have allot of cousins.
Thats what happens when your Grandparents have 6 children, all of wich decide to have ze babies ;3


LOL THIS GOT SO OFF TASK WHUT.

But yes ostrich farming. Lots of cousins. NO we are no weres even close to hill billys or hicks.
lol. wont even get into that.


but interesting post? random enough Id say > ,>
lawll X) Ill see you guys next post. Wich should be in like... after I post this...
bai ;)

ps. I got my braces tightened! And I had them put on colored bands instead of white ones this time!

CRAFTY PROJECTS WOOT

So My skeleton Hands came in the mail!!! If youre subscribed to my facebook...wich you should be because youll get more updates and stuff that way... Then you would know I ordered skeleton hands :DD to make skeleton hand hairclips. So im going to make a few for myself and then Im going to give one of the pairs away and then I might sell a pair or 2 that Ill mod.
I cant wait!! I got back to my moms house yesterday after school and was immediately like OHH MAHGURSH.THEY CAME IN DURMAILLL. UNNNF.
And I was going to work on making a few pairs last night but ultimately ended up not getting to it because I started a diff project...I have problems starting and finishing projects and constantly having ideas for new things if you didnt notice. Its great and frustrating at the same time :c
I wont be telling you guys what the project is till im finished with it... sorry guys! <3 I want to see how well it works and then if I like the outcome Ill buy supplies to make some to sell!!! :D So well just call it "THE PROJECT" for now XD
Im about half finished with it :DD

So ima try to keep you guys updated :)
And I am trying to keep my blog active for you all <3

Paranoia. and The House At The End of The Street.

I  know I said I didnt want to copy and paste from facebook but I posted this the other day(saturday LOL sorry guys) And I wanted to post it here but never got around to it :T
Soo...
I watched House At the End of the Street. And it was a really good movie...But its was honestly really ...triggering. 
And I dont mean like self harm triggering. I got past that quite a while ago thank god. But emotionally It was triggering. there were a few scenes where mothers were involved and said mothers were hurt in some way or killed. And Ive been having a ton of trouble lately with paranoia and missing my mother. The movie pretty much gave me an anxiety attack. I started thinking about how my mother was doing at that moment. I worry about her. ALLOT. And parts of me try to convince myself shes fine, but other parts are telling me anything could be happening. And I just dont know because Im with my dad half the time because theyre split up.
And I really feel like I need to see my psychologist lately .-. 

Changes? My concentration sucks :c

so guys. Ive been thinking about this blog allot lately. and I want to post more. I need to post more.
I miss posting. and Im really trying to get better about committing to things.
Like homework. and my youtube.
and its honestly really hard for me. Because I have such a hard time focusing on one thing for longer than 10 minutes. So its not easy for me to get things done if they take longer than 10 minutes.
Its excruciating. Like I wish I could explain to my parents, and my psychologist, and friends, and people who call me lazy... That I try. I used to try really hard. For the longest time. and then last year I just gave up on EVERYTHING. Like If it took a lasting effort to focus on breathing I probably would have given up. Thank god breathing doesnt require my focus or id be dead.
But its extremely frustrating. Wanting to get things done but not actually getting them done.
Its like...
One thing calls out to me calling for my attention. To do something. anything.
And then minutes, even moments later something else grabs my attention and makes me totally forget what I was doing.
and it continues to happen with multiple things throughout the day. never ending.
Why I never get things FINISHED. Why sometimes Ill begin to write something for this blog but Ill get distracted and then not post it because Ive forgotten about it or the circumstances changed about what I was writing about, or id run out of time do work on it or w/e.
My dad calls me Lazy.
People who dont understand call me lazy.
And I mean for somethings I dont have very much motivation. for whatever reason I just dont sometimes. Even if I want to get something done.
I wish I had a cellphone...and that would have internet access. Then I could get an instagram and I could post to my blog waayyy more often. because sometimes I think of things to write about in my classes and they get forgotten about. If I had a cellphone...one with internet access, I could post to this blog so much more.
without having to take tooo much time out of the other things I need to get done.
But Im going to try to post more. So...
I might have Blogger up constantly now.
so if I get the urge to post a status to facebook(wich I tend to make long statuses XD) or if I post to a group im in (wich is always long pretty much) then Ill first write it here and post it here, and THEN ill post it to facebook. If I post to facebook first then copy and paste it here for some reason it turns it into a quote and that looks silly. But if I write and post the other way around it wont do that on facebook so o .o
God.... did I get off on a tangent???
I dont even know. Im literally too focused on getting this done to bother to look back.
and I know whatever I wrote has a point to it. so. So like even my thoughts arent focused for long periods of time.

Gah. I think im done saying what I wanted to say.
maybe.
idek.
Whale this has been an interesting post.

Depressing. School. Shit.

Schools been going for about 2 and a half weeks for me. And now Im starting to get depressed. I was supposed to stay after today but My stomach started hurting and I started getting a headache so my teacher let me go home. And by the time I got onto the bus I was close to tears from being exhausted and depressed. And the other day I was close to tears on the bus too. 
I cant stand not seeing my best friend and all my other graduated friends. I got sick last week for 3 days and at the end of the third day a bunch of my older friends I never get to see went to the movies and though I was invited I couldnt go .-. I wanted to throw things at that point. 
In almost all of my classes I dont feel welcome, And/Or Im the oldest. And Im sick of hearing the immature shit these juniors/sophomores do. All the disrespect they have for teachers. 
I literally had to explain to my dad the other day why I have next to no friends in school and why I didnt want to go to the homecoming football game. Ive only been with my dad 2 days and I already miss my mom to the point of paranoia. 
I really need to talk to my psychologist...

~something I wrote on my facebook~

My pictures are on the internet...in weird places.

Its strange to find out that one of your recent pictures is on a Czech  like page's album for hair styles and it has 130 something likes and you cant understand what the comments say because theyre all commenting in Slovak or something O____O

And not too long ago I found someone who took one of my pictures on tumblr, saved it and blogged it from their own tumblr without giving me credit or sourcing the image =______=
Like seriously people??? If your going to reblog an image you like of someone or someones art, DONT CHANGE THE SOURCE. GIVE THEM CREDIT. JEEEEEZ.
not long after I saw a picture of anywigwilldo's, or PastelAi as she is known on youtube, and someone did the same thing! They didnt give her credit where credit was due.


I dont mind being featured on like pages, but these past two times ive found out about the pages using my images, within the past 48 hrs. Ive found out because facebook friends or subscribers found it first and tagged me in it. The first like page gave me credit but werent able to tag my name for some reason :T

Where are they even finding my pictures??? Like How?? I cant imagine being able to search blue hair or something and being able to find my pictures. Its not likely that I show up. I know I can be found as Risa Fox, But if people are finding me as Risa Fox Then surely they can atleast give me credit. Like come on guys its not that hard..