So. I will be completely honest. I most likely will not pass my junior year. Im almost definitely going to have to repeat this grade.
The chanes of me making it out of highschool with a diploma are 50/50. depending if I double up next year. Because eventually I might end up dropping out. GED. Wich.. Wasnt what Ive ever planned for. But I have options. I can go to community college. Wich I am perfectly fine with. Some of the most powerful people didnt go to college or get their diplomas. Im going somewhere with art. Wich I most definitely have options with. I can draw/paint. I can sew. Considerably well, though I dont have all that much experience. I know how to use photoshop and video editing programs. And I can do graphic design. I know how to make a large assortment of accessories, jewelry and synthetic dreads. I can do both hair and makeup. Modeling is something I obviously want to pursue. And I know how to use the internet to my advantage in many ways. All the things I want to do dont require some rich bitch college. Maybe a few business/management courses. And im already trying to create my own online business. Except the main thing I want to do in life, im absolutely certain of... is to go to japan and study art, fashion and language(obviously).
No one can tell me I dont have plans. Ive had my shit figured out since 9th grade practically. My options have grown larger in the past year. And im still learning. Literally the only USEFUL things ive learned in school are how to use a sewing machine, cook, how to make certain types of jewelery, and photoshop. Ive grown on my own outside of school. Oh and maybe how to read and write but that shits elementary.
Im never going to use Trig. Im not going to be an accountant or someone who uses complex math. except for calculating business costs and such.
English is basic. Ive learned more vocab from books then from classes.
Science. I actually love. And environmental Science is my absolute favorite science course EVER.
History. Is history. and is taught so that we dont make the same mistakes our ancestors made. Its helpful in its own way.
People can argue with me on this. Idgaf.
Im going somewhere and it wont be a desk job.