Depressing. School. Shit.

Schools been going for about 2 and a half weeks for me. And now Im starting to get depressed. I was supposed to stay after today but My stomach started hurting and I started getting a headache so my teacher let me go home. And by the time I got onto the bus I was close to tears from being exhausted and depressed. And the other day I was close to tears on the bus too. 
I cant stand not seeing my best friend and all my other graduated friends. I got sick last week for 3 days and at the end of the third day a bunch of my older friends I never get to see went to the movies and though I was invited I couldnt go .-. I wanted to throw things at that point. 
In almost all of my classes I dont feel welcome, And/Or Im the oldest. And Im sick of hearing the immature shit these juniors/sophomores do. All the disrespect they have for teachers. 
I literally had to explain to my dad the other day why I have next to no friends in school and why I didnt want to go to the homecoming football game. Ive only been with my dad 2 days and I already miss my mom to the point of paranoia. 
I really need to talk to my psychologist...

~something I wrote on my facebook~

My pictures are on the internet...in weird places.

Its strange to find out that one of your recent pictures is on a Czech  like page's album for hair styles and it has 130 something likes and you cant understand what the comments say because theyre all commenting in Slovak or something O____O

And not too long ago I found someone who took one of my pictures on tumblr, saved it and blogged it from their own tumblr without giving me credit or sourcing the image =______=
Like seriously people??? If your going to reblog an image you like of someone or someones art, DONT CHANGE THE SOURCE. GIVE THEM CREDIT. JEEEEEZ.
not long after I saw a picture of anywigwilldo's, or PastelAi as she is known on youtube, and someone did the same thing! They didnt give her credit where credit was due.


I dont mind being featured on like pages, but these past two times ive found out about the pages using my images, within the past 48 hrs. Ive found out because facebook friends or subscribers found it first and tagged me in it. The first like page gave me credit but werent able to tag my name for some reason :T

Where are they even finding my pictures??? Like How?? I cant imagine being able to search blue hair or something and being able to find my pictures. Its not likely that I show up. I know I can be found as Risa Fox, But if people are finding me as Risa Fox Then surely they can atleast give me credit. Like come on guys its not that hard..

I know I should post more :s

yea yea I know. Ive been a bad Risa...
This Is why I didnt promise last time that I would or wouldnt be able to post :o
Ive been UBER busy. With School and summer and modeling and my shop and my youtube and my tumblr.
And GAH XD
And Im also moving soon!!!

And I was sick for like 3 days this past week XD

Ive only got like 4 followers on this blog :T
So lately ive been focusing more of my time towards my tumblr.
or now tumblrs
because I made a new blog on tumblr.
And its a....
*drum roll*
Blood/Gore related Blog!
lol yea.
Mostly blood related but y'know.
Im not just going to be posting stupid pictures of zombies and shit =__________=
Anyone can do that.
I actually want to find artistic images related to blood or wounds. and bloody noses.
So heres a link if you want to check it out CoagulatedSouls
like the name??? :3
I do XD
It came to me in like an instant of trying to think up names to O ,O
and I thought it was very fitting.
So :3
Also if youre looking for a mostly pastel fashion related blog I post allot of "Pastel Goth" and creepy cute pastel things on my usual tumbr risaisafox. I dont JUST post/reblog that sort of stuff on it though so :o I also reblog occasional Avengers fanart/humor, or Lilo and Stitch stuff or funny things or things I just relate to.
I feel like a persons blog(whether it be a"real" blog or a tumblr blog) really says allot about them as a person. and my main blog probably is like looking into my head XD



sooo yea. Thats whats going on lately. my hairs now Teal And Blue half and half if you couldnt tell by the screenshot of the video up there XDDD
Im super happy with it :)

Hope you all are having a splendid time with your lives.
I should try to post more o_____o
WHALE.
LOVE YOU GUYS <3
-Risa Fox ;3

IT. IS SO CUTE. AND SMART.

Im posting this here to make up for not posting enough.
Its ....
Its just.
GAHHHH XD
Im sitting here for like 5 minutes just watching each little detail of this cute little creature being so smart Q__Q
SO SMART.
I JUST WANT TO HUG HIM. or her. Could be a her.
ya never know. XD

The link to the adorableness found on tumblr Q uQ  Its jsut sooo OMFG \(T uT); /
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9ig2wRdTP1qdlh1io1_400.gif

Creepers and platforms and shoes OH MY.

Looking for a nice pair of back to school shoes preferably creepers at this point.
Im in desperate need of shoes with my current green summer shoes not fit for cold winter weather, also with a hole in them PX
And my Osiris are making my feet hurt now because ive worn the soles down. My arches are very high so I really need support :s
Hopefully the parentals will agree to getting me creepers, Luckily the ones ive found are half the price of my Osiris ^__^ so with money being tight they might agree to getting me these instead of new osiris c:
SO! Ive been on the hunt tonight!


If you dont know what creepers are take a look at these pretty purple ones :D

They tend to have platforms on the bottoms. Not all but most do.
My favorite creepers do XD

For my first creepers im thinking about going with a white pair first.
White with black checkers...
Like these

Theyre only $45 :D from Double Decker..
A japanese shoe site Ive had my eye on for literally the past 4 years XD

Because im all mature and sensible when it comes to money ill get the white pair first if I can because they are easiest to pair with outfits.
Then ill get a mint or lavender pair or both eventually. they wont be the same style as the white exactly though because Double Decker doesnt carry these in either mint or lavender :c sadly.
Atm mint is my favorite color basically...and then lavender. Wich is coincidentally my mums favorite colors as well sept she loves all greens...though I do too XD NATURES COLOR <3

So thats what Ive been up to tonight :)

I might be blogging more fashion type stuffs :D
and Im going to do a review on my circle lenses I recently got \(@ u@)/

more creepers :D



Theyre soo cute > u<

lol im silly O uO

so long for now!
~Risa Fox

spreadshirt? HURM. storenvy shop Alternative Pudding

so Im going to be using spreadshirt to host my tshirt designs... and ill see how that goes for a while... I hope I can keep my designs similiar to the ones I currently have :T we shall see!

my shop Alternative Pudding has been up on Storenvy now for quite a while. its been kindof quiet the past month or 2 plus I havent really updated the shop at all or really promoted it. So im not expecting many customers XD but itd be ice to get a few...but I understand why I havent had any customers *shrugs
I took a break from so much after some stuff happened in late may :T But im working on stuff now. I figured out a far better way to make bows and Im in love with how they look !! <3 Ill post pics tomorrow maybe :D
Not now because im not showered and its actually 1:14 am XD so I look like poo.
Ive recommended so many friends and acquaintances to use Storenvy. its just such an awesome host site! I like it so much better than etsy, and everyone ive recommended it to has gone to it and their shops look boss now :D
Si I really recommend Storenvy to anyone who is starting a shop out :)
WHALE. Im off to work on some tees on spreadshirt!

Peace and pudding,
~Risa Fox <3

WOW IVE BEEN GONE...new stuff :D

Awe poo I havent posted in a while D: Meow :cc I took a break from my youtube as well actually but leaving my blog on hold wasnt planned really... SORRY GUYS<3 I wont say im going to try and post more because that never works out XD so instead of jinx it ill just write about whats happened so far o ,osooo since my LAST post my hair colors had changed twice...

Blue and red ^^ 

then...

Blue and teal, then later when I redyed it I left a section of it the faded bit the seafoam green minty ish color you see in the second pic. so its was 2 shades of blue and now its 3 shades :D lol c:

I got a new webcam!!
So now all my makeup tutorials and how-tos on my youtube channel will be in HD ;D
Sweeet right? I think so O 3O

I also got braces XD
But only on my top teeth P:
Cuz if I get ones on my bottom, because my over bite is so bad Id bite 'em off XD

I got some new clothing, colored contacts, some jewelry and acessories :D
And I won a giveaway! From Good morning lovely's blog
Its a super cute mirror and ill post pics of it soon :3
Im doing an unpackaging video for it soon :3
So with all this^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
lol, Im going to be doing a collective haul video :)

I changed my age on facebook so now people can subscribe to me there instead of adding me.
Im about to hit friend limit and I want to have space for people I know in person or people I meet through groups and stuff :o Y'know?
So now you can subscribe to me :D by subscribing you can still send me messages and comment on pics and see my statuses and stuurf :) My facebook

I also have some modeling stuff and promoter/endorser stuff happening/coming up...

Ifigured out a new way to make bows for my shop and they look waaayy better <3
So I made a galaxy bow for myself and some others that im going to put up on my shop soooon.

I think thats about it o ,o ....
I luffles you guys <3

Peace and pudding,
~Risa Fox <3